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Monday, Monday

Posted by goleafs87 on October 23, 2006

Monday’s here again the weekend was pretty good actually the sleepover and the party went well on Saturday night and while yesterday was pretty much lost with running around and shopping it was still a pretty good weekend.

The other night I had a dream about OW2, it involved my favorite fantasy of CFNM she was wearing a tight t shirt and and short denim blue jean skirt showing off her great set of legs and her wonderful ass, just looking at her got me so hard hard I felt like I might bust. Anyway I had just gotten out of the shower and I was wet and in the process of getting dried off when in she walks and offers to help me out a bit, of course I’m unable to resist and I let her.. Starts simply enough with her actually drying me off but then she moves to my cock and starts stroking me in nice long slow strokes god it felt good! In no time she has me down on my bed giving me a wonderful hj and a prostate message at the same time (Something that I have never, ever had) The feeling was amazing looking for at her and looking at her looking back up at me with a smile on her face knowing full well that she had me where she wanted me and that I wouldn’t be able to take it for long! I woke up after having a very very intense orgasm yup wet dreams strike again lol.

Chilly out this morning but it’s nice out and there is a real feel of fall in the air! My youngest step daughter is watching fricking Christmas show already and it’s not even Halloween yet! Talk about rushing things huh? I already got their lists for Santa and I have to mail them (Well ok not really but you know)

 Anyway I should go since my SO is on her way home from dropping off the oldest at school, will see if I get a chance to post more later, I hope I will since I want to talk about how happy I am the OW2 is home!

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Slow Saturday

Posted by goleafs87 on October 21, 2006

 I’m in a very agitated mind frame for some reason that I can’t put my finger on. Every Time one of my step daughters so much as makes a sound today all I want to do is scream and run away from them which isn’t normally like me at all, guess it could be that they are so needy all the time. We have a saying around this house it’s always “Whine bitch moan, whine bitch moan” And that pretty much sums up what they are like today from the moment they got up this morning we have a birthday party tonight so they better well both stop it or the only place they will be going is bed!

 Have more cleaning up to do around here today perhaps that’s another reason why I’m feeling the way I am. I’m getting sick of the kids being done using something and having them just drop it wherever the hell the want! The three year old you could almost understand why she is like that since she’s pretty young to know any better but the six and a half year old is just a lazy kid pure and simple.. Well either that or she has no independence, I’m trying to get her mom to help me teach her some since she is almost seven and still needs mommy to wipe her face after eating.. I mean who at seven didn’t know how to wipe their face?

 Other then that I guess I don’t have a whole lot to say today other then I’m feeling so grrish maybe later today or tonight will be better, my SO is home Sunday, Monday so that makes blogging hard but I’ll see what I can do

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Friday’s here

Posted by goleafs87 on October 20, 2006

 Friday again how fast the time goes by. Another busy weekend this weekend I have a child’s birthday party to attend tomorrow night and I have to drop off my oldest step daughter at a sleep over tonight. Yesterday I blogged about No wrong answers at my step daughters school in grade one and how badly she was doing at spelling, I said I was expecting another low score but to my surprise she got four out of ten. Not a pass but still slowly getting there and the ones she didn’t get she was only a letter or so off or the letters where in the wrong order so maybe it’s not a lost cause yet

 I think I made a mistake last night I took OW2 that I might be getting some feelings for her and her response was basically “Oh wow” And then that was the last I heard of her for last night, I’m thinking I made a mistake cause she is in a marriage that she loves, she has kids and has no plans of leaving her H and I’m not asking her too in fact I don’t even know why I told her that. Sort of hoping that she’ll make contact with me so that I can make sure everything is ok between us.

 With events in Iraq the way they are I actually have to wonder if any Americans here are Pro Bush? Things are just such a mess over there as much as the Bush crew seem to have their heads in the sand Electoral Vote is a good site for keeping track of polls though it seems to lean Anti Bush so take it for what it is. Just watching the news this morning and watching how Iraq is going to hell in a hurry and then seeming Bush sitting there doing his “Stay the course” Speech just makes me so fucking sick and no I don’t have a plan on how to exit, I wouldn’t have gone in in the first place..

Anyway I’ll ttyl

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No right or wrong answers ???!!!

Posted by goleafs87 on October 19, 2006

It was a early morning today, had to get the girls up to go to the Dentist today and then had to run my oldest step daughter back to school so she could be there for at least part of the morning classes. I’m starting to worry about her a bit and how she’s doing in school I am starting to see some of the early signs of ADD I have been working with her trying to get her spelling going  but she’s just awful and while it’s horrible to say that about a child in this case it’s true, I sit there for hours with her telling her to spell a word as simple as “Fast” Or “Slab” And it’s like pulling teeth and of course the longer it goes on the more bored she gets and the more frustrated I get and her spelling tests scores reflect the lack of spelling ability and since she has another spelling test today I expect another low mark today. One thing I really object too is that this being her first year in school the teacher told the class there is no right or wrong answer when doing a test, I can’t imagine how a teacher would say that! No right or wrong answer? So if I spell “Fast” “Fosue” It’s right? What a fricking ridiculous thing to say! Especially to a group of young children who now when you try to correct them throw back at you “But dad, there is no wrong answer” Of course there is it’s called life. Wonder what my Prof would say if I had in a report in Childhood Psychology on the Great Depression when it was supposed to be on depression in children and I told him there is no wrong answer? 

 Other then that not a lot going on today really it’s kind of a blah day but now as I sit looking out my living room window I see blue sky and the sun trying to make a appearance this afternoon, looks like it might be a nice day after all. Just going to be a day of cleaning the house and doing the laundry I think since I have very little on my plate for today hell I might even get a chance to read today! Wow that would be something I haven’t done in a while

 OW2 is not able to be around today and I miss her a lot I hope she knows that I am thinking about her alot and how much I truly do miss her. I don’t know what it is about her that just knocked me off my feet so fast I wish I did so I could explain it here or hell even to myself but I have no clue where it came from. Just a while ago in the shower I got in a nice masturbation session while thinking of her and my god was it good, hardest longest orgasm I’ve had in a while!

 Anyway I’m rambling now so I’ll go ttys

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My mind is blank

Posted by goleafs87 on October 18, 2006

 I can’t believe it’s Wednesday already wow the week just flies by these days, I’m kinda bummed out today though cause OW2 is going away for a while and I won’t have contact with her until she gets back sometime this weekend. I don’t know what it is about her I really can’t explain it even to myself I mean I just am starting to get to know her and already we have a bond it’s like wow where the hell is this coming from ? Totally unexpected

 It’s raining today and it’s just a blah day so far I had to stop taking the antibiotics for my ear infection because I was having a reaction to them and I guess it’s not a good think to stop taking the meds before they are all gone because the infection can come back stronger and with a resistance to the meds but I was miserable while I was taking them so I figured a pain in the ear was better than me being a pain in the ass..

 The things that go through my head really makes you wonder about me I know but laying in bed this morning I got thinking about what turns me on sexually, like a lot of men I suppose the idea of two women going at it is a huge turn on for me personally I came upon this site the other day chickfight ( Not for those who don’t like naked women lol ) And it just got me so hard I don’t know what was sexier in my mind the idea of lesbian sex or the idea of a woman dominating another using just her sexual abilities to do it.. I know the site is more fantasy as I doubt anyone actually has a “Sexfight” But still a interesting site ..

 Anyway that’s it for now

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what is cheating?

Posted by goleafs87 on October 17, 2006

 So today I was reading a posting over at br0kenheart’s blog about cheating and what cheating is and it got me to thinking. We all have our own defined belief on what cheating is and what it is not, some would say it’s kissing someone while you are committed to someone else while others would say anything less then fucking someone else isn’t cheating. Why do we have these “Sliding scales” On what cheating is? Like I said in my comment to her posting is porn a form of cheating? If you see a guy or girl on the street you think is hot and you go home and masturbate while thinking about them cheating? And why is what’s cheating for one person not always cheating for another?

 Got laid last night finally woohoo lol kind of sad when that’s big news around these parts but god did it feel good! I had almost forgotten what it was like to slide my cock in a nice wet pussy but I suppose that’s getting to graphic for some of you isn’t it?? My SO was out last night with a friend and she came home in a good mood, she actually instigated sex and I more then happily went along with it of course, it wasn’t just fucking it was actually love making this time nice and slow and at times tender . All that good feeling is gone now as I write this though cause as we were on the way out the door to take the oldest to school my SO made some fucking comment about how I’m just coming along so that I can see this other mom at the school which actually isn’t the case at all! Fuck I hate it when she pulls this shit!

 My OW and I decided to call things off, not cause I wanted to but because she wants to be in some form of a relationship that she can feel like she is actually getting something out of it besides good sex.. I understand that and I don’t feel mad at her because of it at all just a little bummed I guess. I have my eyes on OW2 (she knows who she is) I just have to convince her that we could play around and have some fun and it will all be safe I dunno if she’d go with that though since she is in a marriage and really does love her husband and doesn’t want to fuck that up but I don’t know how she feels about me either <Sigh> Ah well I’ll add more later if anything happens

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Weekend sucked, was also good

Posted by goleafs87 on October 16, 2006

 So the sleepover on Saturday night went really well all the kids had a good night and it was nice to see out little friend again. However the weekend was less then peaceful for me when our three year old decided that she only wanted her mom to help her get into her pj’s on Saturday night, I tried to help her but it was met with screaming and yelling from the small one. I got her to her room and handed her pj’s to take to her mom and she threw them away while screaming at the top of her lungs this must have gone on for at least ten minutes before I got sick of hearing her scream and I just went to put them on her myself. Turns out that was a huge mistake as it only got the screaming louder and pissed off my SO to such a extent that she hardly talked to me for the rest of Saturday night which was fine as it gave us all some peace and quiet. Sunday came and went and the fighting between my SO and myself about the incident just went on and on and again we hardly spoke for the whole day and night, I spent last night on the couch too.. Finally today did we only start talking to each other with some sort of politeness in our voices but still that’s a whole weekend just wasted on a fucking stupid fight.

 Funny looking back on relationships and where I thought I would be by now in this one, I had hoped to be engaged at Christmas time but that plan is on hold now I think we just have too much shit we need to work out before we start to even think about marriage I mean who the fuck needs all that drama? One thing that is starting to wear on me about the past while is that my SO has two children by her first marriage, when she was 21 I believe she got her tubes tied just before she left her husband so as to prevent any mistakes. I knew that she had her tubes tied when I got together with her and it didn’t bother me at the time but now as time goes on I find myself wanting children of our own (Selfish much?)  One day we might have the money to get the operation to reverse the operation she had in the first place but that isn’t a sure thing now is it? I dunno why this is only starting to bother me now, I don’t know why that part of me is changing

 Anyway I think that’s about it for tonight, I’ll post more tomorrow since my SO is back to work tomorrow.. and hi to L;)

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The Sleepover club

Posted by goleafs87 on October 14, 2006

 Saturday, the day of the big sleepover is here and already I think it’s going to suck monkey’s nuts. Once again today our little one comes down stairs at four in the morning complaining that she can’t sleep. So I get kicked out of bed so she can hop in with mom, my ear is pounding and throbbing and my SO wakes up in a crappy mood cause she didn’t get any sleep, story of my life she’s more and more of the time more concerned about how things effect her then anyone else. What I need is a good orgasm, I find that really does relieve my stress level when things aren’t going well but the problem is finding the time to get a quickie in and of course the clean up after wards makes that a little less possible.

 I have no idea what I’ll be doing with the kids either today since the weather seems to have turned we were having a nice long Indian summer with temps into the high 70’s with a few 80’s but now today when I wake up it’s foggy and damp and just adds to my impending sense of doom lol. And to make things extra sucky my cell phone will no longer charge, it starts to charge and then stops and then when I take it off the charger it drops to two bars or less of battery life (It’s only about six months old) So you see when it’s not one thing it’s about ten others!

 That’s it for now I’ll see about a update later in the day

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The weekend is upon us

Posted by goleafs87 on October 13, 2006

 So yesterday I said I was feeling a little run down so I decided just to get a few aches and pains looked into by the Doctor. Turns out I have a nasty ear infection in my left ear the ear drum itself is swollen she said and it’s pushing against a little bone in the ear cannel, as I said yesterday I hate being sick! I just feel blah; tired, run down, hot and cold and I have a headache. Speaking of headaches my little step daughter I guess had a nightmare and woke up screaming at four this  morning that something scared her in her room and she wouldn’t go back to sleep so I got to stay up with her which was just a ton of fun even more so now that she won’t nap and I’m totally ready to just drop.

 I came upon this site yesterday afternoon My Death Space while I was just doing some useless surfing. It’s interesting ready but at the same time sort of sick that anyone would put up such a website as this, I guess he point of view is that it’s no different then looking at obit’s in the newspaper or online. What I find interesting at looking at some of these is that even though the person is said to be dead the last logon date for some of their accounts was only in some cases a day ago, do you think they have the Internet up there? Or down there as the case maybe? Anyway just thought I’d post that since we are in the spooky season and all.

 Going to be a busy weekend this weekend around the house one of my eldest step daughters friends is sleeping over on Saturday and then I have a mid term to write on Sunday (So much for the seventh day being for rest) I just hope the friend that’s sleeping over isn’t in a bad mood like she was last time she slept over, it was whine whine whine and if I want that I have my own family lol no I really do love this little girl that’s coming over I have known her since she was just a few months old and I love her like she’s my own.

 Update: I was just looking at the MSNBC site and I came upon this story Kids taught to fight back it makes sense I guess but I don’t know if I would want my little kids to be fighting back against a guy (Or girl) With a loaded gun ready to shoot

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Everybody’s working for the weekend!

Posted by goleafs87 on October 12, 2006

 Ah it’s Thursday and the weekend is almost here again, thank god! I just am in a horrible mood today I guess but then I think I’m allowed since ever since I opened my eyes this morning it’s been shit on Mike day around here. My SO starts things off by bitching first thing this morning about how I didn’t do this right or that right around the house, how the kids being in bad moods must somehow be my fault cause with her all is sunshine and lollipops. First class of the day today was a test and while I think I did ok on it I don’t like to do “Just ok” On tests I like to know I scored at least in the high eighty percent range and I have a bad feeling that I didn’t do that well this time. I’m feeling burnt out like I’m always needed to do six things at once and I can’t even have just two seconds alone cause god forbid someone need something around here

 I watched the movie Poseidon the night before last cause I wanted to see if it was anything like the book, man Holiwood sure changes a lot of things from the book form and it’s too bad cause it took away from the story I think. I don’t know why they would do that since the characters in the movie I personally was hoping would drown just to stop the whining that was going on on the screen whereas they characters in the book I at least actually care about what happens to them and the people in the movie are nothing like the main characters in the book so I dunno I guess the movie is very loosely inspired by the book

 I’d like to just do a thank you shout out to my friend Lisa, she’s a good listener and she’s turning into a good friend too! I feel like I know her and can relate with a lot of what she is talking about even though I’ve never actually spoken to her in person or even on the phone just wanted to say hi, so hi:P

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