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No right or wrong answers ???!!!

Posted by goleafs87 on October 19, 2006

It was a early morning today, had to get the girls up to go to the Dentist today and then had to run my oldest step daughter back to school so she could be there for at least part of the morning classes. I’m starting to worry about her a bit and how she’s doing in school I am starting to see some of the early signs of ADD I have been working with her trying to get her spelling going  but she’s just awful and while it’s horrible to say that about a child in this case it’s true, I sit there for hours with her telling her to spell a word as simple as “Fast” Or “Slab” And it’s like pulling teeth and of course the longer it goes on the more bored she gets and the more frustrated I get and her spelling tests scores reflect the lack of spelling ability and since she has another spelling test today I expect another low mark today. One thing I really object too is that this being her first year in school the teacher told the class there is no right or wrong answer when doing a test, I can’t imagine how a teacher would say that! No right or wrong answer? So if I spell “Fast” “Fosue” It’s right? What a fricking ridiculous thing to say! Especially to a group of young children who now when you try to correct them throw back at you “But dad, there is no wrong answer” Of course there is it’s called life. Wonder what my Prof would say if I had in a report in Childhood Psychology on the Great Depression when it was supposed to be on depression in children and I told him there is no wrong answer? 

 Other then that not a lot going on today really it’s kind of a blah day but now as I sit looking out my living room window I see blue sky and the sun trying to make a appearance this afternoon, looks like it might be a nice day after all. Just going to be a day of cleaning the house and doing the laundry I think since I have very little on my plate for today hell I might even get a chance to read today! Wow that would be something I haven’t done in a while

 OW2 is not able to be around today and I miss her a lot I hope she knows that I am thinking about her alot and how much I truly do miss her. I don’t know what it is about her that just knocked me off my feet so fast I wish I did so I could explain it here or hell even to myself but I have no clue where it came from. Just a while ago in the shower I got in a nice masturbation session while thinking of her and my god was it good, hardest longest orgasm I’ve had in a while!

 Anyway I’m rambling now so I’ll go ttys

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My mind is blank

Posted by goleafs87 on October 18, 2006

 I can’t believe it’s Wednesday already wow the week just flies by these days, I’m kinda bummed out today though cause OW2 is going away for a while and I won’t have contact with her until she gets back sometime this weekend. I don’t know what it is about her I really can’t explain it even to myself I mean I just am starting to get to know her and already we have a bond it’s like wow where the hell is this coming from ? Totally unexpected

 It’s raining today and it’s just a blah day so far I had to stop taking the antibiotics for my ear infection because I was having a reaction to them and I guess it’s not a good think to stop taking the meds before they are all gone because the infection can come back stronger and with a resistance to the meds but I was miserable while I was taking them so I figured a pain in the ear was better than me being a pain in the ass..

 The things that go through my head really makes you wonder about me I know but laying in bed this morning I got thinking about what turns me on sexually, like a lot of men I suppose the idea of two women going at it is a huge turn on for me personally I came upon this site the other day chickfight ( Not for those who don’t like naked women lol ) And it just got me so hard I don’t know what was sexier in my mind the idea of lesbian sex or the idea of a woman dominating another using just her sexual abilities to do it.. I know the site is more fantasy as I doubt anyone actually has a “Sexfight” But still a interesting site ..

 Anyway that’s it for now

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what is cheating?

Posted by goleafs87 on October 17, 2006

 So today I was reading a posting over at br0kenheart’s blog about cheating and what cheating is and it got me to thinking. We all have our own defined belief on what cheating is and what it is not, some would say it’s kissing someone while you are committed to someone else while others would say anything less then fucking someone else isn’t cheating. Why do we have these “Sliding scales” On what cheating is? Like I said in my comment to her posting is porn a form of cheating? If you see a guy or girl on the street you think is hot and you go home and masturbate while thinking about them cheating? And why is what’s cheating for one person not always cheating for another?

 Got laid last night finally woohoo lol kind of sad when that’s big news around these parts but god did it feel good! I had almost forgotten what it was like to slide my cock in a nice wet pussy but I suppose that’s getting to graphic for some of you isn’t it?? My SO was out last night with a friend and she came home in a good mood, she actually instigated sex and I more then happily went along with it of course, it wasn’t just fucking it was actually love making this time nice and slow and at times tender . All that good feeling is gone now as I write this though cause as we were on the way out the door to take the oldest to school my SO made some fucking comment about how I’m just coming along so that I can see this other mom at the school which actually isn’t the case at all! Fuck I hate it when she pulls this shit!

 My OW and I decided to call things off, not cause I wanted to but because she wants to be in some form of a relationship that she can feel like she is actually getting something out of it besides good sex.. I understand that and I don’t feel mad at her because of it at all just a little bummed I guess. I have my eyes on OW2 (she knows who she is) I just have to convince her that we could play around and have some fun and it will all be safe I dunno if she’d go with that though since she is in a marriage and really does love her husband and doesn’t want to fuck that up but I don’t know how she feels about me either <Sigh> Ah well I’ll add more later if anything happens

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Weekend sucked, was also good

Posted by goleafs87 on October 16, 2006

 So the sleepover on Saturday night went really well all the kids had a good night and it was nice to see out little friend again. However the weekend was less then peaceful for me when our three year old decided that she only wanted her mom to help her get into her pj’s on Saturday night, I tried to help her but it was met with screaming and yelling from the small one. I got her to her room and handed her pj’s to take to her mom and she threw them away while screaming at the top of her lungs this must have gone on for at least ten minutes before I got sick of hearing her scream and I just went to put them on her myself. Turns out that was a huge mistake as it only got the screaming louder and pissed off my SO to such a extent that she hardly talked to me for the rest of Saturday night which was fine as it gave us all some peace and quiet. Sunday came and went and the fighting between my SO and myself about the incident just went on and on and again we hardly spoke for the whole day and night, I spent last night on the couch too.. Finally today did we only start talking to each other with some sort of politeness in our voices but still that’s a whole weekend just wasted on a fucking stupid fight.

 Funny looking back on relationships and where I thought I would be by now in this one, I had hoped to be engaged at Christmas time but that plan is on hold now I think we just have too much shit we need to work out before we start to even think about marriage I mean who the fuck needs all that drama? One thing that is starting to wear on me about the past while is that my SO has two children by her first marriage, when she was 21 I believe she got her tubes tied just before she left her husband so as to prevent any mistakes. I knew that she had her tubes tied when I got together with her and it didn’t bother me at the time but now as time goes on I find myself wanting children of our own (Selfish much?)  One day we might have the money to get the operation to reverse the operation she had in the first place but that isn’t a sure thing now is it? I dunno why this is only starting to bother me now, I don’t know why that part of me is changing

 Anyway I think that’s about it for tonight, I’ll post more tomorrow since my SO is back to work tomorrow.. and hi to L;)

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Everybody’s working for the weekend!

Posted by goleafs87 on October 12, 2006

 Ah it’s Thursday and the weekend is almost here again, thank god! I just am in a horrible mood today I guess but then I think I’m allowed since ever since I opened my eyes this morning it’s been shit on Mike day around here. My SO starts things off by bitching first thing this morning about how I didn’t do this right or that right around the house, how the kids being in bad moods must somehow be my fault cause with her all is sunshine and lollipops. First class of the day today was a test and while I think I did ok on it I don’t like to do “Just ok” On tests I like to know I scored at least in the high eighty percent range and I have a bad feeling that I didn’t do that well this time. I’m feeling burnt out like I’m always needed to do six things at once and I can’t even have just two seconds alone cause god forbid someone need something around here

 I watched the movie Poseidon the night before last cause I wanted to see if it was anything like the book, man Holiwood sure changes a lot of things from the book form and it’s too bad cause it took away from the story I think. I don’t know why they would do that since the characters in the movie I personally was hoping would drown just to stop the whining that was going on on the screen whereas they characters in the book I at least actually care about what happens to them and the people in the movie are nothing like the main characters in the book so I dunno I guess the movie is very loosely inspired by the book

 I’d like to just do a thank you shout out to my friend Lisa, she’s a good listener and she’s turning into a good friend too! I feel like I know her and can relate with a lot of what she is talking about even though I’ve never actually spoken to her in person or even on the phone just wanted to say hi, so hi:P

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Back to school today

Posted by goleafs87 on October 11, 2006

 So it’s back to normal now I guess you could say.. Starting to feel back in the grove after having a nice long weekend off I mean they are nice but it seems to take me a while to get back on track once the weekend is over

 Not a whole lot going on right now though I was awake at five in the morning cause I couldn’t sleep, tried to get my SO into sex last night but as is normally the case she was too tired or just didn’t feel like it either way I didn’t get any. Guess that could be why I woke up early this morning I was having a pretty erotic dream and some girl I didn’t know, or see for that matter was giving me the best BJ of my life! I was seconds away from the promised land and then I woke up! Can’t even cum in my dreams lol.

 I feel kinda run down today I hope I’m not going to get sick, there is a nasty cold going around here and a lot of people are away sick. I hate being sick personally I just feel gross and I get all grumpy and it’s just not a fun time all around.. Running out of things to talk about right now so if something comes to mind later I’ll post, otherwise I’ll see you tomorrow, have to get the little one off to Preschool

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Holiday Monday

Posted by goleafs87 on October 9, 2006

Hi again,

 Funny that I can write about things here that I can’t talk about with other people I know in my real life. It’s like I can post my deepest darkest thoughts here and if you read them fine, if you don’t like em I don’t care. Anyway yesterday was Thanksgiving dinner for my family (Brother, his girlfriend, and my girlfriend and I guess you could say step kids) It was good as always my mom did a kick ass job on everything and no one went away hungry that’s for sure I don’t think I’ll need to eat for a week! It was sort of strange though cause my brother and his partner wouldn’t talk to any of us until after dinner was almost over, she sat there doing her knitting and he sat on the computer how rude is that?

 I called my OW the other day but she wasn’t free to help me out as she had things she had to do, I kind of think that the affair might be ending anyway since we are growing apart more and more each time we talk.. I don’t know if I’ll look for another or what, I mean my relationship with my SO isn’t bad sure we have the odd fight but what couple doesn’t? My problem at the time was that she wasn’t very sexual with me anymore and I missed that, more then anything I was tired of being rejected and so I started masturbating with thinking of other women and one thing leads to another, I guess you would say it came down to I was feeling lonely and I’m ok with being alone but I’m not ok with being lonely if that makes sense?

 Anway it’s just after 7 a.m here and the kids are up so I’ll post more later if something big and earth shaking happens, other wise see you tomorrow!

 Oh N Korea tested it’s first Nuclear device today, nothing left to do but put my head between my legs and kiss my sorry ass goodbye now

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Hi all

Posted by goleafs87 on October 7, 2006

Hi all and welcome to my little section of the cyber space world! My name is Mike and I’m a nineteen year old University student working on my early childhood education degree at a local university.

I’m just your normal everyday kinda guy I suppose but like everyone I have some things that I need to work out lol (That’s a understatement) Lets see I have a girl friend who I have been with for just over a year now but I have a problem, you see I also have a mistress, it wasn’t planned and it’ s not even anything on a physical level it’s all done by phone. But dammit this other girl is just so hot! I mean I’m normally a fairly in control kind of guy so when I met this girl and she took control and made me beg and moan it was like a instant connection, she makes me do thinks my g.f never has and would never do.. Go ahead, call me evil if you must. But I can’t help it this other girl just has me so hooked I’m helpless! And if it’s all done via the phone is it really cheating?

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